How to have a great sunday afternoon

When it's sunny outside and you want to do something but also want to be on your own,
I'll tell you how to have a great sunday afternoon.




Make a canvas with gesso.(on any walls,plates,glasses any flat surfaces.In my case,I went to the rooftop!)


And paint it!draw it!write it!Do whatever you want to!(This cool fish named 'SkaFish' is singing Bob Marley song)

You can take a picture with it,too.



Paint colors first,


And then add outlines if needed.

Ta~da~~!!now you had an amazing afternoon.These took almost 5hours!yeahie!

*about drawings-Related post 1ISLAND
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Don't go to Korea

Don't go to (south)Korea.
The country is still in warfare.
The north tests their weapons.
While the south has no right to have a long-range missile.
There're more suicides than traffic accidents.
People lost job,family and now lost freedom to speech.
Government lies or makes up ridiculous lies.

And someone killed himself last week.
The only politician I wanted to believe.
The only president made me hope,made me proud of being Korean.

Never come to Korea.It's a disgusting absurd place to live.

I don't fully agree with thess articles but quite true they are.
from BBC news
New York times

一喜一悲-one joy one sorrow

一喜一悲 inked

sketch

There's a word I always tell to myself.
一喜一悲.
This means having a mixed feeling of joy and sorrow.
And also means think it again before you laugh or cry.
One night,mom came home late and started to cry silently under the blanket.(I sleep next to her.)
The next morning I sent her a message.'mom,一喜一悲.let's not cry until we find out what really it is.'

But we couldn't stop crying before we sleep.
Even though we don't know if it's sad or not.
Trying to hide our tears.

이세상에서 가장 소중한 노래 하늘은 알아
-Heaven knows the most precious song in the world.

다시 살아나(blossom)-황보령Hwang Bo Ryong.


HwangBoRyong

sketch

When I first heard her song more than 10 years ago,I didn't like them.
Her songs were hard to understand.
I knew that she was singing about things that are dumped,broken,imperfect,wounded..
But I couldn't understnad why she's singing that way.
Last month she released a new album.She hasn't sung a while.(5 or 6years?)
And this time,I was able to understand.feel.
I needed 10 years to truly listen to her voice.

born collector

born collector

sketch

There's a Japanese comic book called 'GLAMOROUS'.
It's a story about cyborgs which want to be real humen.
When the main charactor visits his friend(another cyborg),his friend was putting newspapers and pictures on the wall.
He asked what he's doing then he said.
'I'm collecting things I'm interested.Things I like,things I dislike-which identify myself.'

Then I realized that people are born collector.
Whether we show or not we have taste..not exactly taste,things we like or don't like.
Something that can distinct me from the others.


Last week I moved into a new office room.
And I spent more than 2hours for doing these.
Yea I was born collector and I like to show so I needed to do these before I work.






Not completed but can you smell me?

I'm walking,questioning,listening--

(I've been/I will be) walking,questioning,listening--

Sketch

Rough sketch in Orange colored pencil.

I had a tutor when I was in highschool.
He tried to teach me to get a better grade at math but I liked to talk to him since he was the most interesting person I had met.(And a really good listener too.)
I asked him why only human can't live naturally.Why we harm this beautiful world,why we were born,why we talk,why we think,why we can't listen to the plants.
And I asked him why do I always question.Why do I wonder about things that some people don't even notice its existence.And if my questions can't make any differences,why do I question.
Most of times he said'alright,but first let's~~'but one day he said-
'Don't think your questions are useless.They might be answerless but they will take you to a different world.You might suffer because of them but never regret.You're already better than the others who doesn't wonder.So keep wondering.Questioning,asking and listen.Always remember this.'


There're me.
Highschool girl skitsch who wonders about anything,everything.
22year old skitsch who lost a lover,family,friend.
24~26year old skitsch who wandered foreign countries.
30year old skitsch who is still walking,questioning,listening.



ps-
I just lost a job in Japan which I've been preparing almost 2 months.Well..I already started to work for them on and off.
But Saturday they canceled on me suddenly and said they don't need another team.(which was for me)
I couldn't sleep that night but I remembered this story my tutor told me.
..Right.I can't go wrong as long as I walk,ask,listen.That job wasn't meant to be mine.This isn't the time.
I thought that I'd be very frustrated and upset if I lose the job but ummm..how can I describe..I feel fine.