2008년 11월 7일 금요일

We fear


3girls inked


3girls 2nd sketch


3girls 1st sketch

Here are 3 girls.
First one,39years old virgin,had 12years younger boyfriend 2 years ago.(that was her 2nd and latest relationship)
Most of her friends are married or divorced.Maybe only these 2 girls now she's with are the last single friends of hers.
She haven't slept with guys but she's heard too many things and seen too many things.
She hasn't felt loneliness for her 39years but she's lonely now.That confuses her.
Suddenly this strange,extremely strong feeling came to her and for the first time in her life,she fears what comes next.

Second one,31years old,everybody loves to hang with her.
She meets lots of new people but in the end,all the guys she's met go to her friend.not she.
And she realized that she's been used by her friend.(Her friend looks better than her in guy's eyes.)
She guesses nobody would fall in love with her.She thinks she's not attractive at all in that way.
She hates to admit but she fears.She fears all the guys who's not interested in her but still can sleep with her.

The last one,29years old,youngest of these three so of course the most fearless.
She's met lots of people.And fell in love this year.
But her love wasn't a nice guy so she tried to forget him but she couldn't.
While she was trying to find the guy's pages on the internet,she found that he's been with another girl while she met,broke up,missed him.
Everything he had done to her was lie.She thought that this kinda situations are only in movies or sick dramas but it happened to her.
She loved to meet people.And now she fears.Now she knows there're really insane people out there.

There're another girls still-30years old,broke up with her boyfriend because of his mother but found that she's pregnant.(and actually lost her father 2months ago.)
29years old,so broke but had to support her parents so got a loan from insurance company.

We don't know what's going to happen to us.
Maybe a better tomorrow is waiting for us.Nobody knows.
But we doubt 'better tomorrow'.

For the first time in our lives..we fear the future.We fear bigger pains,deeper sorrows,fear almost everything what might come next.
..We just get by every single day.

댓글 2개:

Midodok :

I have a question. Do you first draw your idea in a red colored pencil and then redraw it in blue and then ink it?

By the way, I like the way you have three people around a table in this drawing. Next time you should draw 5!

skitsch :

MY ANSWER IS:yes
first outline in a light blue pencil and rearrange it in a red and then~

please~midodok!!three was enough!