SPRING!!!!!!!!

Spring

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SPRING COMES TO EVERYWHERE!!!!

1)Sunblock scent-
When I was a kid,mom used to rub sunblock over my face before I go out and play.
I hated it,'cause it smelled like chemicals.(and I also didn't like that unnatural whitish color.)
Since the weather gets warm,I remembered that somebody told me I better wear sunblocks everyday.
So I did,and that reminded me of the sunblock I hated more than 20years ago.

2)A sign of Spring-
My mom loves freesia.As I know,freesia is mom's only favorite.
She loves the color and the scent of it,so when she smells the flower,she smiles like a teenage girl.
I like yellow.I don't really know about flowers.
But I love to see her smile.
So I buy and put them in a vase.

3)Walts of spring-
This guy called 이승열'Yi Sung Yol',makes me feel blessed.
I'm lucky to speak Korean since he sings and speaks Korean.
He's a Korean singer song writer.
He had a concert named 'walts of spring' for 4 days.
I went to his concert 2 times,(though I wanted to go all 4days)and had to work 2 all nights.

4)Scarf-
One of the reason I don't like winter is too many clothes,but there's one scarf I like(which is too light for winter.)
Wearing this scarf means that spring came.


I'm dragging my feet,my back hurts,my hair is a mess but.
It's spring.
I might look tired and sleepy but inside of me,I'm very delightful.


Me from 20~21years ago.

The entrance of my apartment.small golden bells.lovely yellow.

numb

pencil re-lined

sketch

Heart says 'I'm so ready to go.'
And they say 'I'll talk to you soon.please wait.'
Some good friends left saying 'Everyone is alone.'
The employer says 'I need you here.'

And I was so sad,disappointed,alone and mostly tired..
So I built layers around me to block those senses.

I went numb.
This winter is too long.
Waiting is the most useless thing

Isolate

inked

sketch

I separated me from you.
'Cause you are so fucking stupid.
You talk about all the useless shits in the world for all day.
You stick to eachother like you are the best friends,but after you get off,you're completely strangers.
You go tell your friends that you're an artist,but you don't even understand what you're drawing at work.
You idiots.

You may call me weird,arrogant,gloomy,or a true artist in a sarcastic way,but
I don't act like this when I'm not with you.
I just can't like you.I..I..really dislike you and it bothers me 'cause I have to share the same space with you 6days a week,10hours a day.

And you know what?
I know at least what I'm doing,where I want to go,what I can and what I can't.

You only got mouths while I got eyes and ears.

9years

9 years

sketch


The 1st of March,2000 was my first day of this job I've been doing.
It's been 9 years.already.
Of course I didn't do this full 9 years,I did some other stuffs and went to a new country for 6 months.
But after all I ended up doing this.Animation.

Sometimes I really hate my job.sometimes it's really fun.
I calculated roughly how many sheets of paper I drew for 9 years.(well..actually about 7 years.)
Almost one hundred thousand sheets.
And I talked to my self.'wow.skitsch.You've done a lot.'

Some people say that I'm lucky to have a job I can enjoy.
I used to tell them I don't enjoy but now I see,yes.This one fits on me.

After this 9 years I see a new way.Not completely different,but a big change.
I'm ready to go.I'm going on.