Running away

Garbage live Glastonbury-why do you love me

-it's pyramid stage.the biggest one in glastonbury.

I was listening to this song while I was drawing these.
For a thousand times.no.a million times.


You're pink and I'm not.Why do you love me?


I'm sick of you


I told you that my heart belongs to someone else.
And the one is struggling in the middle of somewhere.
When I say no that means no.


no.


You're not.


I've seen a logo like this from a book I bought last month.
So this is probably under the influence of that logo.
(but that doesn't mean I don't like this)


My eye's inside is full of water so when it cries,it's fatal.
And it always cries.


Cry till you die.Cry till you become empty.


What do you pray for?Who do you pray to?
You only can be seen.not be heard.


Star in your eye-can you save the world with the star?what can you do with it?


Whatever I say,whatever I draw,whatever I do--
All is based from anger I can't control,is nothing but a shadow.

my day

WELCOME TO THE ROOFTOP!


These are my sacrifices today.
Oh poor things,you'll be ended up on the wall.


you ready?ok.


you too,Mr.shadow?ok.


you too?an eye?watch out the wind!


good?ok


wait a minute.I know that you don't feel happy on the ground!


first try with sticker spray.


I wish I was good at these.I always end up with wrinkles.


2nd try with paste.careful,careful~


Maybe better than the spray.but still wrinkly.


3rd try with paste.this is one of my favirite of today!


Detail of an eye.


Cigarette break.


I found a good spot for my 4th try!


Spread the paste widely~


And put it on!


Tadah!!!!I love this!!


Detail of ugly lovely boy.


Mr.Shadow on the door.last piece of today.tested with spray.


hey,shadow!you look better outside!


Why was I making that silly face?


I'm glad that you aren't afraid of heights.
Look at you!you look so great!!


Sorry for people living this building,but I'm gonna use here for my practicing spot.
Don't get me wrong.I do live in this building,too.

I'll start to put them other walls when I draw more than 20pieces.

26th of July,2001

Dogshit called me while I was working.
It was lunch time so I thought that he wanted me to come home for lunch.
My office was 15mins from home by walk.
I picked up the phone and said 'today is too hot so I'll order lunch here'.
Dogshit said 'daddy's strange!'
I said 'I don't fall for that.I said I won't go outside.'
And then he yelled.'You fucking idiot!I have no reason to make a joke with daddy!'
So I ran outside.It was the first and the last time I heard him swear at me.
When I almost got home I heard an ambulance noize so closely.
It was in front of my home.I stuttered 'why is that-'

I saw the world spinning.
I felt the sun burning.
I heard the road collapsing.
And my heart got a big hole.
Something whispered in my mind.'you've lost'

Few weeks later,in my area of seoul,there was a flood that took couple of people.
It was really rare 'cause we were living in the highest area of Seoul.
And another few weeks later,some airplanes crashed into big buildings in America.
The scene we could watch on the TV was more like a movie.
I watched them with my family and mom said,
'All of these are happening in this world without your dad.'


Yesterday mom asked me again.
'Are you still sad?'I answered maybe not anymore.
she went on 'do you still feel the hole in your heart?'
I said I feel it everyday.
She told me that's what they call sadness.

Can you see me moving?

2weeks in London showed me a new vision.
I saw these great stencil arts near Waterloo station,
The city was in a battle with every street arts.
They erased every walls(especially walls around the big station,places which tourists usually visit-so there were weird too clean stains on the walls),CCTV is in everywhere but a site named blankexpression
provided this place and there were--

I regret that I didn't talk to him.His pieces were one of the greatest!!
(you can see more of his,and you can easily notice that they're his.)
























so when I got back,I started to think that I should try more stencils.
And after a week I met Jerett(the guy I met in WorldDjFestival who's a graffiti artist)and he suggested me a great,great idea.
I draw on a paper,real big,lifesize characters,and give them a line or name or whatever,and then he write them(name/line/word~)
so last past week I was busy(?not really maybe?) doing these.




Skitsch/BATAK-pen is our weapon.
I tried a half scale before I draw lifesize.so..it's not very good and actually BATAK is taller than me.ahahahaha~~(I~am~somebody~who~wants~to~be~taller~)
the color is yellower than the real.my floor is too yellow&there wasn't enough light.
with-Acrylic color,Photo liner,OHP marker,two magic pens.


A main charactor from the novel I'm reading now.American Gods by Neil Gaiman.
I cut some part of the paper I drew me and BATAK and tried a B&W thing.
I love him.when people ask his name he always answers'they call me shadow'.
Well..in the story,He is like-(these are first 3lines from the book)
Shadow had done three years in prison.He was big enough,and looked don't-fuck-with-me enough that his biggest problem was killing time,So he kept himself in shape,and taught himself coin tricks,and thought a lot about how much he loved his wife.

hahahaha..My shadow is too cute and comical though.
in the middle of the book there's a girl wondering if he has indian blood,and the book says that he has grey eyes..and where I'm at in the book shadow started to work in funeral house..so I drew him in a black suit.
It doesn't look like don't-fuck-with-me guy or big,shaped but I like this.
with-OHP marker,photo liner,name pen,two magic pens.

some details of those two drawings.





If it wasn't raining I wanted to paste these on somewhere(probably the rooftop of my Apartment building~)but a storm was coming,it rained over 120mm?150mm?today and will rain 120mm more until the morning.

Anyways.Through these many pictures,can you see me moving?